Monthly Archives: January 2011

Oh What a Night

Posted on January 30, 2011 by

Porn watching and masturbating. Seriously text flirting with a very Hot Dude I’ve known for several months. We’ve always wanted each other. Our mutual attraction energy is palpable at times. We talked for 2 hours last night. (More about him … Continue reading →

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Update: I am SINGLE

Posted on January 26, 2011 by

Christian was a horrific ass to me, but it was highly expected. He hurt me immensely with what he did. I still love him, but I clearly see he isn’t meant for me. I’ll probably still fuck him a couple … Continue reading →

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I Need Your Hope

Posted on January 24, 2011 by

Today I had my IUD taken out. The removal and following exam were excruciating. The pain was as severe as when I was in difficult labor. I cried and moaned – something I never do. I’m always sensitive at those visits, … Continue reading →

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Saturday Night – What’s Up with That?

Posted on January 23, 2011 by

We’re watching the SNL skit “What’s Up with That?” So true. What IS UP with: My IUD is trying to escape. The doctor is making me wait for an appointment, although I’m having labor pains. He hasn’t spoken to me … Continue reading →

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Attention Whore

Posted on January 6, 2011 by

So…. If I give you my time, I expect to you to give me yours. If you are attracted to me, you should compliment me when I compliment you. If I gift you a gift, I expect you to thank … Continue reading →

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Secrets

Posted on January 2, 2011 by

I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess ‘Til all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I’ve said bled Come by it honestly … Continue reading →

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Wanting to Feed

Posted on January 1, 2011 by

When the fantasy starts becoming a reality before it is a reality the mind struggles to grasp onto what is real. At first the fantasy is made of fleeting moments of thought, maybe every few days – twice a week … Continue reading →

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